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5. cherry smile (discoveries) — afreezy

Afreezy Verse

I never been here before

Float on the clouds to a place unknown

Butterflies in my thoughts they didn’t phase me in though

Cherry topped whipped cream the taste of hope

We’re talking a lot and we’re getting close

She starting to show me who I am really

Made me realize how much I love being silly

Sitting in my dorm room we ain’t doing much really

Just talking bout our past lives and why we living

She showed me love first step to finding inner Brilliance

She gave me my crown tryna find how it fitting

I wanna warm hearts when the world get chilly

When the storm comes I can weather any feeling

Reflections in her eyes showed me what is realest

Intersections of our minds spontaneous lifting

Her cherry lipstick gives a taste of healing

I never been here before

Float on the clouds to a place unknown

Butterflies in my thoughts — didn’t phase me though

Cherry topped whipped cream — that’s the taste of hope

x2 taste of hope

That was back a couple years seems like a decade

Time moves crazy when life hits heavily

I look in the mirror i see her reflecting

All of our moments have been collecting

On the wayyyy way

To my place places

It was twilight blaze up first taste of smoke

Each step takes me closer to the fading smoke

Doubts left in the past cause i'm raising hope

Clarity in what I want I know where to go

Every moment leads to growth need to cherish those

You a mirror to my soul higher self in your eyes

That cherry lipstick make me feel so alive

Look in the mirror saw him for the first time

Finally seeing myself with an open mind

Another layer

I’m riding on the clouds before they was floating by

I never been here before

Float on the clouds to a place unknown

Butterflies in my thoughts they didn’t phase me in though

Cherry topped whipped cream the taste of hope

x2 taste of hope

rarelyJeremy

i was ten years old when i first discovered my words

eight years later – i first discovered my hurt

thunderstuck, broken at the knees

heart bled nonstop for a solid six weeks

how – did i let myself get into this mess?

that’s the long story this verse seeks to address

peak adolescence is when it all began

and my boy crushes took on dimensions i hadn’t planned

deep down I’ve always been the hopeless romantic

in a matter of weeks,

went from friend zone to sneaky

kisses in the back of the classroom, ecstasy

she made me see an undiscovered part of me

then she took it all away, cut me off at the knees

couple weeks before the end, we had been fightin

soon as she walked in the room i knew she was done tryin

tried to change her mind, and even blamed her for lying,

then I took it back and tried to make everything right

but it was too late, her mind had been made

and that's when my heart really started to break

i had the fantasy all played out

i saw myself begin to fade out

my subconscious started puttin up walls

and trying to stall, the unavoidable fall

i fell into the deep end, no intention to swim

sunk down deep, ignoring family and friends

focused on the past, back where I had been

forgetting all the times that I’ve lucked out since

hating the world, feeling eternally stuck

ready to die, no longer giving a fuck — But — what?

i’ll never forget – the lesson i learned

as long as I live – on every page that i turn

i keep puttin in work for the people i love

until my time comes to return to heaven above